hmm.."i" have again started identifying with my suffering.
I realize i am seeking for love and to be intensly loved .
I realize i am seeking for happiness.
It is amazing how i love to be sufferable
even by building a theory not to seek love
and trying to get a todo concept out of the isness.

No conclusions !! no theories !!!
All that is ...awareness...and a 100 percent approach to the wood and water.
Yeah i do need a theory ..a blade to cut it !!
without getting hurt !!
or do i ? The empty impermanent temporally manifested I !!

Lotsa love to the world as my self